You know I have heard that express a lot in my life... the road less travelled. And honestly I feel I have stayed off that road as it seemed a little dusty and unpaved. But at the ripe old age of 40 I guess I am feeling I am on the road less travelled. Or atleast on a journey of my own.
I never thought I would turn forty and make life changing decisions. I had dreamed about them, talked about them and even convinced myself that I was gonna do them one day. And then something clicked I started putting action to the words. And that brings me to the road less travelled... at my age anyway.
I am going to go back to school to get a degree in Early Childhood Education. OMWord. Seriously do i think I got it in me to do this? Do i think I can? One thing is for sure I can't fail. So weather or not I feel I do I can't let myself think I can't.
I can't get hung up on the fact I should have could have would haves or I will surely fail. I can't let the pressures of life get to me or I will surely fail. I can't continue to stress out about Zoey and her school or I will surely fail. I was told today I have come to far to stop now. God has blessed me, not necessarily the way I thought I should have been blessed but I HAVE BEEN BLESSED.
And the road blocks were set before me, some were bumps in the road but some were complete detours to different roads, which have lead me to the road less travelled.
I am feeling very overwhelmed. I keep wondering how I am gonna do it. I keep telling myself that I will be fine as long as I do three things: 1) keep God first in all things. 2) learn it is ok to say NO. and 3) know this is part of a plan to prosper me in more than just finances.
I can do this.
Here's to the road less travelled.
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